So I've been sitting here just waiting and waiting for something special to happen. I will be honest with you guys I think I fell into this... I think I have been played and I didn't realize I was. Some people really get your hopes up just to screw with you and then you find out that they were just trying to hurt you. I am seriously hurt right now, you guys.
I can't really explain what I am mad about YET! I am going to give it until next week, and if nothing happens I will explain everything later.I guess I just needed to express my sadness.
I hope you all had an awesome Thanksgiving!
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Monday, November 19, 2012
FINALLY VACATION!
Finally get a week off from school...THANKSGIVING! Hoping that I won't gain too much weight over vacation. Anyways, I have had a VERY good experience this week. I don't know how legit this is, and I am REALLY hoping I haven't been lied too.
Here's the deal: I got the chance to talk to Sherri Lavine Clemente on Facebook (she is a music producer too). She said she told Louie about the fan group and that he is going to email me. I am hoping that she isn't screwing around with me cause that would be really mean. I don't know her very well so I don't know if she is truthful or not.
If she is being truthful, this will be an awesome oppurunity to get some answers to my questions and have my role model talk to me! I mean, if you wants too... I won't bug him if he is busy. I have too much respect for this guy. I don't like preying into people's lives if I don't need too. But guys, I almost had a panic attack last night because it made my night AMAZING! I can't believe it! Can it get any better. I am desperate to know what type of drum sticks he used....OH AND I BOUGHT NEW DRUMSTICKS.
I bought nylon top Pro-Marks and Travis Barker sticks. The Pro-Marks are defiantly my ultimate favorite ones so far. They are amazing. They sound so good. I told my mom I was going to marry my sticks. HAHA! Her face!
Anyways, it's been a good week... VERY good. I hope you all have a nice Thanksgiving :)
Here's the deal: I got the chance to talk to Sherri Lavine Clemente on Facebook (she is a music producer too). She said she told Louie about the fan group and that he is going to email me. I am hoping that she isn't screwing around with me cause that would be really mean. I don't know her very well so I don't know if she is truthful or not.
If she is being truthful, this will be an awesome oppurunity to get some answers to my questions and have my role model talk to me! I mean, if you wants too... I won't bug him if he is busy. I have too much respect for this guy. I don't like preying into people's lives if I don't need too. But guys, I almost had a panic attack last night because it made my night AMAZING! I can't believe it! Can it get any better. I am desperate to know what type of drum sticks he used....OH AND I BOUGHT NEW DRUMSTICKS.
I bought nylon top Pro-Marks and Travis Barker sticks. The Pro-Marks are defiantly my ultimate favorite ones so far. They are amazing. They sound so good. I told my mom I was going to marry my sticks. HAHA! Her face!
Anyways, it's been a good week... VERY good. I hope you all have a nice Thanksgiving :)
Monday, November 12, 2012
Como state facendo? (How are you all doing?)
I am attempting to learn some Italian. I LOVE the sexy language. It's fun to try and learn. What have I been up too? A FREAKIN AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK! Writing like shit!
I can't listen to a lot of Testament which probably doesn't surprise anyone, considering that I am obsessed over them. WE HAVE 101 LIKES ON THE LOUIE CLEMENTE FAN PAGE! That is completely awesome and dedication..thanks everyone who liked!
I can't listen to a lot of Testament which probably doesn't surprise anyone, considering that I am obsessed over them. WE HAVE 101 LIKES ON THE LOUIE CLEMENTE FAN PAGE! That is completely awesome and dedication..thanks everyone who liked!
Monday, November 5, 2012
To all those girls...
I know what it's like to not feel beautiful to feel worthless... I have been cheated on and lied to so much, it's hard to believe there are decent people out there... it kills me inside.
I dated this guy (musician) for like a year... I thought we would get married and have a family together, it was that serious...but I couldn't believe it.
He spent the night at my best friends house (at the time) all the time. I didn't think much of it at first... I didn't want to believe it. I thought I loved him sooo much. But I found out after I broke up, he was not only sleeping over but having sex with her the whole time I was dating her. ALL THE TIME! She was my BEST FRIEND during that time. It hurt even more cause this girl was SO pretty (looked like Amy Lee). She actually introduced me to Testament.
I felt so hurt, I felt ugly beyond comprehension. I still have the worst time in the world believing I might be beautiful. Can a guy actually TRUELY love me forever? Will he told me and tell me he loves me?
Through high school I tried to have a relationship with my birth-dad (for I am adopted), and he brought me down by saying stuff like I was never wanted in the first place and shit like that. Brought me down like none other. Permanent scars. To think men can be so cruel....the people you look up too don't want anything to do with you.
I want you all to know, you are not alone, and one day that special person WILL show up and love you unconditionally. It's so freakin hard being patient. You feel so alone and helpless, not knowing who to trust. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! And to be honest I am high off of pain medication and I am blabbering
I dated this guy (musician) for like a year... I thought we would get married and have a family together, it was that serious...but I couldn't believe it.
He spent the night at my best friends house (at the time) all the time. I didn't think much of it at first... I didn't want to believe it. I thought I loved him sooo much. But I found out after I broke up, he was not only sleeping over but having sex with her the whole time I was dating her. ALL THE TIME! She was my BEST FRIEND during that time. It hurt even more cause this girl was SO pretty (looked like Amy Lee). She actually introduced me to Testament.
I felt so hurt, I felt ugly beyond comprehension. I still have the worst time in the world believing I might be beautiful. Can a guy actually TRUELY love me forever? Will he told me and tell me he loves me?
Through high school I tried to have a relationship with my birth-dad (for I am adopted), and he brought me down by saying stuff like I was never wanted in the first place and shit like that. Brought me down like none other. Permanent scars. To think men can be so cruel....the people you look up too don't want anything to do with you.
I want you all to know, you are not alone, and one day that special person WILL show up and love you unconditionally. It's so freakin hard being patient. You feel so alone and helpless, not knowing who to trust. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! And to be honest I am high off of pain medication and I am blabbering
The New Order album review...and a little stuff here and there
First off I wanna say that I actually found out that Louie's Clemente's full name is Luciano Angelo Clemente....pretty awesome name.... and I found out a WHOLE lot of other stuff...like a life story which is pretty cool... anyways... I promised not to tell, so yeah.
Anyways, I've been wanting to do a album review on The New Order a long time ago but new went around to it. So I decide today would be a good day.... http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=3856532915662694087#editor/target=post;postID=3898286810698701172
What do I think? It's my favorite album, even though it's very much overrated. They did a marvelous job covering the song "Nobody's Fault"... and "Disciples of the Watch" is such an awesome song....VERY unique... I don't know of any other songs about Children of the Corn. There is such a good feeling I get for this album... such a good thrash sound.They were so young and so alive. Each song holds a different meaning and a different perspective on life.
I am in-love with the title song "The New Order"... great guitar and drum intro... if you are wondering why I am so in love with Louie's drumming, it's because it's so upbeat and pretty perfect and fast. "Musical Death" is like the perfect instrumental song" everything is timed out so well... I believe in this album Chuck's vocals are at peak. There is something about the high notes and melody that strikes my fancy. Those people just know how to make such good music. No wonder they are my favorite thrash metal band. They are SO underrated it's unbelievable.
I am going to do an album review on Souls of Black soon... it wasn't the best selling album...but we'll see how good it is :)
What do I think? It's my favorite album, even though it's very much overrated. They did a marvelous job covering the song "Nobody's Fault"... and "Disciples of the Watch" is such an awesome song....VERY unique... I don't know of any other songs about Children of the Corn. There is such a good feeling I get for this album... such a good thrash sound.They were so young and so alive. Each song holds a different meaning and a different perspective on life.
I am in-love with the title song "The New Order"... great guitar and drum intro... if you are wondering why I am so in love with Louie's drumming, it's because it's so upbeat and pretty perfect and fast. "Musical Death" is like the perfect instrumental song" everything is timed out so well... I believe in this album Chuck's vocals are at peak. There is something about the high notes and melody that strikes my fancy. Those people just know how to make such good music. No wonder they are my favorite thrash metal band. They are SO underrated it's unbelievable.
I am going to do an album review on Souls of Black soon... it wasn't the best selling album...but we'll see how good it is :)
Friday, November 2, 2012
Topless Wednesdays: Tuesday is too early in the week for me to go topless
My title says it all. I will be honest with you guys, I have found myself hanging out in my underwear a lot more then usual. Idk you but I do. It's comfortable.
I have NEVER had so much homework in my life. It's insane! I feel like I am going nuts... I always have a paper due, and I always over over 300 pages to read each night... I have ZERO social life, accept Facebook and occasionally texting friends.... also if any of you find me Facebook stalking you, I promise I am trying not to be creepy, I just love making new friends through Facebook :)
If any of you are facing college drepression I am truly sorry... I swear it's the most difficult thing in the world. I feel horrible all the time and the worst thing is there is NOTHING I can do about it. I keep hoping that I can figure out something to do to maybe make my life a little more interesting.... oh well I will figure it out....
Isn't this guy the cutiest Edward you have ever seen? OMG! Happy late Halloween...sorry I didn't do a Halloween blog... I LOVE Halloween...best holiday of the year... watched the old A Nightmare on Elm Street and Rob Zombie's Halloween... A Nightmare on Elm Street wins hands-down.
I have NEVER had so much homework in my life. It's insane! I feel like I am going nuts... I always have a paper due, and I always over over 300 pages to read each night... I have ZERO social life, accept Facebook and occasionally texting friends.... also if any of you find me Facebook stalking you, I promise I am trying not to be creepy, I just love making new friends through Facebook :)
If any of you are facing college drepression I am truly sorry... I swear it's the most difficult thing in the world. I feel horrible all the time and the worst thing is there is NOTHING I can do about it. I keep hoping that I can figure out something to do to maybe make my life a little more interesting.... oh well I will figure it out....
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