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I feel like I should be in the movie Grease.

I was listening to some old school music and it reminded me of the movie Grease. It made me wish that I was in the movies, ya know? Everything is played out so well and things that are suppose to happen happen. Things aren't confusing anymore. It would relieve stress. I mean, I would love to know what will happen in my life to a certain extent... people I meet, people I wish I never met. The little things in life. Some things like me dying is something I would never want to know. Do you know what I mean? Things in life become so unbearable I just want to know what will make them right.
   I think we all want our life to be a movie sometimes. It seems more happy and well played out. What do you think?

Summer

Oh my goodness! I absolutly love this summer weather that we are getting. It's completely beautiful. All I wanna do is lay in the sun all day long. People, if you live in cold parts on the USA or other countries, you are missing out. This golden 70 and 80 degree weather is something I will NEVER get tired of. Everything feels so alive and fresh. It's complete serenity. You feel renewed when you walk outside. I have found myself sitting outside and writing all my feelings down and drawing pictures like a little kid. I LOVE IT! I wish I could do it all year round. But I will admit, I do LOVE fall more than any other season, so I can't complain. Fall and all the others are just beautiful.

MUSIC VIDEOS!

Freaking SlipKnoT...something you can't stop loving no matter who you are. They are awesome!

seeing SlipKnoT in concert in July! EXCITED

Dear readers, today we have a very interesting topic: it's called what could happen and what happens. I could get up and get ready, but I end up in bed again for another 2 hours. I could talk things out with someone, but I decide to end it. I could become friends with the people I hate, but I end up hating them more.
   Things are very confusing right now with everything going on that's why I haven't been on in a while. I've been busy fixing my life and figuring out things. No, I don't have everything all together. I have everything BUT all together. I've had break-ups and I've reunited with friends.

   So I don't really have my thoughts together right now. I don't think I will ever have them truly together. I just wanna go to the beach. I think that's where I am going to end up spending most of my summer.

What I've Been Up To...

I haven't been on here in a while and I apologies. I've just been so busy with graduating. I am college bound!  I've been doing a lot more artwork also. I will put some more up later. Anyways, I've been expanding my music interest to things like Marilyn Manson and Alice Cooper. I am finding out I am loving all the genres within rock music. I love old school rock from the 80's, punk bands from the 90's, metal, and horror punk rock. It's all so fasinating to me. There is so much offered out there!
    I am also doing a performance in the street in Grand Rapids this coming Thursday with a group I go to UICA with. I don't know exactly what it will be but it sure will be interesting.
    I have been working on a lot of scenery paintings so far this year. It's something I am good at and enjoy. I am hoping to get some practice in this summer regarding art practice for myself. I should be so lucky to...